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“I didn’t know working could be this enjoyable.” A person with a severe acquired disability reflects on 1.5 months of work that reconnected him with society and self-worth.

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 Table of Contents

1. Introduction: I was afraid to work again

2. The fear of working after becoming disabled

3. In the beginning, I tried not to be noticed

4. A simple “thank you” changed everything

5. Offering my strengths as “hypotheses”

6. To work is to want to be of service

7. Living with a disability means designing how you work

8. Working hard turned the office from a duty into a home

9. Reasonable accommodation is a blueprint for inclusion

10. The joy of working is universal

11. Conclusion: One and a half months became my map for the future

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1. Introduction: I was afraid to work again

“I’m scared to work again.”
That’s what I truly felt after acquiring a severe disability mid-career.

No matter how well systems were in place or how kind people were, I couldn’t shake the fear:

“Will I be a burden?”

“Will I actually be useful?”

“What if I mess up again?”

But after just one and a half months of working again, I remembered something I’d forgotten:

> “Working can be one of the most empowering things we do.”

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2. The fear of working after becoming disabled

I became disabled as an adult, after years of working.
Suddenly, I felt like everything I’d built—my confidence, experience, skills—was reset to zero.

People often say, “At least there’s a system for hiring disabled workers in Japan.”
But that doesn’t erase:

The uncertainty of what I can or can’t do

The stress of asking for help

The fear of being judged for going slower

The burden of trying not to be a burden

I learned the hard way that the fear of working is less about ability and more about relationships.

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3. In the beginning, I tried not to be noticed

When I started at my new workplace, I spent the first few days simply observing.

I watched how people interacted

I learned who I could ask for help and when

I calculated how much I could do without slowing others down

I wasn’t “working hard” in the traditional sense.
I was working hard not to inconvenience anyone.
That alone was exhausting.

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4. A simple “thank you” changed everything

One day, I was asked to organize some digital files.
I did it as carefully and clearly as I could—adding colors, labels, and even a small manual.

The next day, a colleague said:

> “That was so helpful. Thank you!”

Just those few words.
But they were enough to make me feel:

> “Maybe it’s okay for me to be here.”

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5. Offering my strengths as “hypotheses”

I didn’t want people to assume I was useless just because I had a disability.
At the same time, I wasn’t confident enough to say, “I can do this!”

So instead, I offered my strengths as hypotheses:

“I’m pretty good at organizing—this might help the team”

“I can’t go fast, but I can be precise with Excel”

“If it’s writing or structuring documents, I might be useful”

This wasn’t just about asserting myself—it was my way of starting relationships.

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6. To work is to want to be of service

I realized something important:

> I didn’t want to be praised—I just wanted to be useful.

Someone said my checklist made things easier

Another thanked me for clarifying a manual

I started having casual chats with coworkers

Every time, I felt a little more human, a little more connected.
Working became less about “proving my worth” and more about participating in something larger than myself.

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7. Living with a disability means designing how you work

There are things I simply can’t do.
But that doesn’t make me broken—it makes me conscious.

So I designed how I work.

I do the most complex tasks in the morning when I have more energy

I break long tasks into manageable steps

I ask for help clearly and specifically

This isn’t “slacking off.”
It’s using my limited energy strategically so I can contribute meaningfully.

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8. Working hard turned the office from a duty into a home

At first, my workplace felt like a place I “had to go.”
But little by little, that changed.

I started looking forward to tomorrow’s tasks

I started enjoying conversations with colleagues

I stopped feeling like a guest and started feeling like a team member

Working hard—at my own pace—transformed the space from obligation to belonging.

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9. Reasonable accommodation is not a favor—it’s inclusion

I receive several reasonable accommodations at work:

Flexible rest breaks

Written instructions instead of verbal ones

A clear process for reporting fatigue or medical issues

But these aren’t “special treatment.”
They’re simply good design—a way to help everyone do their best.

Reasonable accommodation doesn’t make someone privileged.
It makes it possible for everyone to be a valuable part of the team.

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10. The joy of working is universal

If I had to sum up what I’ve learned, it would be this:

> “The joy of working has nothing to do with whether or not you have a disability.”

Yes, working styles may differ.
Yes, support may be needed.
But the feeling of being useful, of contributing, of growing—it’s something anyone can experience.

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11. Conclusion: One and a half months became my map for the future

It was just 1.5 months.
But for me, it changed everything.

Working hard isn’t about sacrificing yourself.
It’s about using your time, energy, and care intentionally.

And through that, I remembered:

> “I’m still connected to the world. I still matter.”

This was not a restart.
It was a re-connection.

And now, I feel ready to keep moving forward—slowly, surely, and joyfully.

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✨ To You, Who Might Be Struggling

If you’re someone who feels scared to work again, uncertain about your place, or simply unsure if you can still be of use…

I want to say this to you:

> “You absolutely can contribute.
You absolutely belong.
And the joy of working is still waiting for you.”

Your “hard work” doesn’t need to look like anyone else’s.
Just start with what you can do, in your own way.
And trust that even small steps can lead to big change.

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Let’s spread the message that working with a disability doesn’t mean working without purpose or joy.
It means building new ways to connect, contribute, and live fully.

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